My condoms can't repel faggotry of that magnitude!

Man, I feel fucking suicidal again, bleh. I don't know why. Could be the fact that I woke up several times since this afternoon, hacking and coughing up blood, no clue on that one.

Or could it be that as I was sleeping, I was dreaming of all the girls I been interested in, and realized that at this point, I think ALL of them have become married? I realized that and I'm like wow.. fuck.. how fucking sad, really. I mean, it's not like it's NOT going to happen, but the inevitability is just half and half, ya know?

The third reason I feel this bad is that I been eating like a pig the last couple of days, no reason for it, just been packing it away, so I feel fat and frumpy now, and that's making me feel uneasy about myself.

*sigh*

Sometimes I think it would be much easier, but, I will not give. I'm only about 1/3rd of the way through my life, so, I'm sure it'll perk up.. or that's what I keep telling myself.

Here is another Mario thing.



Listen carefully, the level is built to the music.

My group of friends here have reserved 3 rooms for anthrocon. That way there is extra space for those who need it, or simply a place to put their stuff. If you are interested, email me at goldanthrowolf(at)yahoo.com subject: Anthrocon and I'll pass along any info to the person who's going to be handling this.

The rooms will be for all weekend, and if we do not have enough people, we will be canceling a room, no sense paying for a room we don't need.

Does anyone else have a problem that crops up from time to time, where when you get a good dream going, the kind you really wanna stay asleep for, that shit will happen to wake you up, or you will make up on your own?

I did my normal nonsensical dreams, no biggy, woke up a couple times to take a leak or let the dogs out. Then, when it turned cool, with helping some chick in my old parents bedroom, she needed a volt meter to fix some stuff so she could fix some stuff, because she was a 'witch' in a play and needed to fix something that related to her show. Also, she was like the perfect frame/body, etc for me, and of course I was staring at her ass. Wasn't more then 10 seconds after I realized that and was about to say something, and BOOM, knock at the door, wake me up. I also had to walk through the rain to my dads, because 2 seconds after the postman left my dad called, as he had a package for my roommate, arg.

But yeah, this kid of shit happens to me all the time. Anything dreaming that starts to get my hormones rising, I'll get woke up. Either upon my own accord, but mostly it's people calling/knocking on my door. I have to wonder, is this even really possible? Either I am projecting this, and the world feels the need to pester the crap out of me, or I am just imagining it, but it happens frequently. It happens 2 times last week, once my dad called, then my mom when I passed back out. Or, I'll get those random electronic calls from telemarketers or bill collectors. However, if I'm having my nonsensical dreams, I don't get bothered, at all. I think in the past year I've had a 'sexual' dream to completion once, and that is out of atleast 365 days/nights of sleep.

Make any sense? No.. fucks me up. Anyone else got any thoughts on this?

Eric Schwartz.. wow..

I was trolling/full filling requests after posting 1 image to lurk out newfags. :D

I needed a vacation from there anyways.

Go read the posters comments. This came in a massive epic sad thread on /b/ fuck!! Arrrg.. I think I died a bit.. again.

I kinda didn't want to write this, but, eh, I had to get it off my chest to a degree or I was going to explode it was eating me up.

Had a talk to night, hopefully it went well. I offered up the white flag of neutrality, to start the slate clean again, but still feel like I got the cold shoulder, regardless. Granted, I can take alot, but things like that bother me, and irk me. Though, I just shake my head, and go on, and meh and try to not loose sleep over it.. but, it sticks in my craw like a piece chicken bone, or nags like a canker sore. Just has that taste of bittersweet victory, the kind that no matter how much you try, you can never truely enjoy.

Regardless, I can only hope things have paved.. even a smidge, because I do not wish hard feeling between people, as I try to do my damnedest to get along with everyone in reality, face to face.

Internet, well I'm an internet tough guy and I'm proud of it. Though, when it comes to reality, things should be wiped clean and restarted, because you can not take everything seriously that is typed etc. But, 'eh. I dunno, I guess perhaps I can because of my 'don't give a shit attitude' coupled with my 'just let it slide' mentality anymore.

So yeah.. it was a dark and stormy night, I walked home about a mile in the rain, with a full bladder, and I only hoped or a sign that perhaps things were going to be clear and calm on the horizon. All I saw was mud on my shoe, and a bunch of mud puddles :P

I dunno, I think I'm just pissed cause I was a wet drowned wolf, probably it :P

http://www.malepregnancy.com/

Apparently.. it's real.. as far as I can tell.. eep.

The comments.. wow..

http://www.malepregnancy.com/boards/appalled/index.shtml

I luled at him.

Thanks to roadkillroy

Apparently, someone(s) slipped in, and deleted ALL the users websites. Though, go figure, the forums were just peachy. I smell fishy shit, honestly. Regardless, if you had content there it's more then likely gone like Michael Jackson's career, so yeah.

Doesn't help.

http://furnation.com/index.php?showtopic=31737 Really nice, 'eh?

Why I don't really give two shits about Furnation anyways.

Does anyone out there in LJ land have a song called 'As the End Draws Near' by Manufactured? I forgot about this song, and I put it to a video on my YouTube account. I lost the song, sucks, but yeah, I used to listen to it all the time, really good song :(

I tried to look it up on torrents, no luck, as well as Shareaza :P bleh.

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http://www.1up.com/do/gameOverview?cId=3140613

PS3 FF7 coming in November!!

<3

After replying to somone, I realized something.

How many of you ACTUALLY talk 'furry' stuff in your daily lives, ya know? I mean, actaully sit down and talk with another person about someone's artwork, porn, etc? Not JUST the drama or the Snarkery that gets slung here? I myself have a roomate who's a fury and /b/ tard, and most of my friends are recent (about a year or so) furry converts, yet, we almost never if ever talk about furry stuff, at best, we talk about Anthrocon and getting together to see other friends.

Any thoughts on this?

http://www.cnn.com/2008/SHOWBIZ/books/03/18/obit.clarke/index.html

Such a loss :( Though, as my friend pointed out, him 'Dave' and Gary Gygax can all get together and play D&D together ;D

Stolen from mcbulldawg

[protected post] The 2 answer meme!
mood: bored
Two Names You Go By
1. Al
2. TriGem

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Redneck
2. Hick

Two Things That Scare You
1. Agoraphobia
2. Socialphobia (yes, seriously)

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Cigarettes
2. Internet connection

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Boots
2. No underwear

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. Nine Inch Nails
2. Dragonforce

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Understanding Partner
2. Monogomy (mostly non-existant in furrydumb)

Two Truths
1. If one isn't going to parent - then DON'T HAVE KIDS!!! (had to leave this one)
2. You may think of me what you will, but I'll still think you're an idiot.

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Breasts
2. Fur

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Blowing stuff up
2. Looking at furry porn. ;>_>

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. For my back to not be fagtarded.
2. Extra money, so I can not be so worried of making ends meet.

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Wherever Stonehenge is.
2. Atlantis

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Visit Ares (sp) rock.
2. See RL anthropomorphs.. and ensuing fursecution.

Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Chick/Guy
1. I pick my nose
2. I'm overweight

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1. I guess I look at dicks more often then I thought
2. I stare at breasts way to often

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. My goddamned ear infection
2. In six hours I get my upper teeth

Two Stores You Shop At
1. Wal-mart
2. Krogers

Two people I would like to see take this quiz
1. Anyone who wants
2. See above

Two people I haven't talked to in a while
1. My Brother
2. My old mate