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Damn, I tried to reply what I had in the reply box, but since he OH NOES unfriened me, I couldn't reply, dammit. Oh well, see, I knew it, that's his problem, he's UNAMERIKAN! HUR HUR.

I admit, he had a better come back then I'd hoped, less OMG SLIT WRIST, but either way, princess boi is princess.

I thought I'd share :D

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Personally, I'd been like okay, whatever, what the fuck and let it ALL drop, but no, he's gotta have the last little dick-in-cheek word on all this, or try. I'd honestly forgotten he was on my friends list on LJ, cause he's not worth the look/read half the time. I was just checking back through for interesting con reports, and I read that blather, lol. Okay, well, fine, you provoked the Drama Lama +20, time to get an ear full.

My biggest LOL out of all this is that he thinks WE wronged him, ooooookkkkkaaaaayyy... I'd like to know how we wronged him, by offering a hand of friendship, giving him a place to stay, and trying to be nice to him, with blame, hate, and jealousy thrown out way, and even when I went out of my way to offer a clean slate 2 days after he arrived, throwing it back in my face like it was nothing more then a cold pile of shit, hell, I could have let that slide, but no, he had to keep going, acting like the world revolved around his tiny little nigger penis.. oh snap.. either way, the boy needs drugs, and needs them bad, and hell, I'm thinking that ANYONE around him needs drugs to deal with him, cause I know I would if I was his, *laugh* friend.

Either way, I hope the little dick chokes on himself, and dies in a fire, while being under a buss full of illegal immigrants.

And unlike Salem, I'm not a pansy ass and put my stuff in public, whee!

Okay, meh. You know, I really hate not getting ALL the details for shit, ya know, kinda like the whole room sharing thing, or people who take and like, I dunno, sleep fucking 10 hours etc at a con.

Honestly.

Either way, fuck shit, it's like goddamn, was tired most of the con cause I couldn't get in to get to sleep at a NORMAL hour, because of misunderstandings in who might be sleeping with who, etc, shitsux, make sure to NOT make this mistake again next year, and fuck the Westin, no, really. The price is ridiculous and for what you pay, they don't even offer to like give you a reach around, totally feels like getting fucked with a rake. That's the other thing, the whole paying 75$ for basically just 1 5 hour stretch of sleep and a place to store my shit all weekend. Fuck, I could just put the stuff in a car (if I had one) and ask someone if I could use their shower and stay in the goddamn car (if I had one, agin) then blowing that kind of retarded cash. What also annoys me is that somewhere in the mix I apparently must NOT have heard that the room was only being kept till Sunday at noon, and that also threw a bit of FUCK YOU into my enjoyment, as I'm normally the kind that likes to keep the room till Monday, and leave Monday. If it was not for the afformentioned sleeping situation, getting drunk off my ass Saturday night, and having to stay up till Sunday afternoon till when we were leaving, I MIGHT have stayed another day, till today, (Monday) for the Sunday Dead Dog Parties, which I never seem to find, or get invited to. Faggots.

Moving on.

The convention itself was okay, I guess? Like the past 10 fucking cons, people wandering around, being all WEE IT'S A FURRY CON HURDUR or people wandering aimlessly like some fucking sleep deprived zombie, oh, that's right, that was me. Nothing new, same faces, and some new, same shit, one year later, honestly, it felt like I just skipped ahead one year, did the same fucking shit last year I did this year, except alot less drama.

Speaking of drama, some particular shitstorm of drama came up, which helped me be LESS bored again, but didn't help for my overall enjoyment OF my fucking boredom. I tried to settle it, but it was just out of my hands, and the people on the side of TEH DRAHMA, the side which is causing it, well, oh well, done with them, if I never talked to them again, so much the better. I'm too old for this crap, and just glad at least it'll be another year before it might come up again.

Finally I come to the 'con' itself, sorta? As I stated it was the same shit, differnt year, literally. I swear, if I dig out my con book from last year, and compare the times and dates, except for a few little things, they just copy-pasted the panels to this year, same rooms, times, etc. Sure, I know that makes it easy as hell to keep things situated, organized, etc, but damn. Also, the fact that there are several overlapping things, of interest to me, makes it difficult to choose which I want to go to, so I wind up not going to either, out of some fucked up logic, so I know that is totally my fault, oh well.

My BIGGEST fucking BITCH is the goddamn way shit is laid out. I paid 50$ for a con badge an the privilege to attend, but goddamn, that doesn't mean I should have to walk a fucking country mile to get to the shit. The 'break-up' of the way this years events was highly annoying, because you had to literally walk back and forth a quarter of a mile through the maze of retardedness to get back to the hotel, or down all the WTFery of the escalators of doom to get down tot he first floor of the convention center, then back up along the roadway. Then, at some poing, they actually lock the outside doors, so You can't actually go any further, then when there IS stuff over in the convention center, you must walk through the maze of hell and back. Fuck. This is why I loved the Adams Mark so much better. It was all in on spot, you could spit on the events, it was well laid out, and well rounded. :( Granted, I know Anthrocon NEEDS the space of the current hotel, but fuck, its just poorly designed, and this is not rambling from being a fat man now, it's just shitty.

I know it probably sounds like I had a horrible time, I didn't honestly, I was just annoyed with many factors and things that happened, like the fact that my ear was bothering me most of the convention, making me an irate asshole, the fact that I'm overweight and sweated like a guantono bay prisoner, things like that. I mean, when I scrape up the cash to go to these things, I'd like to feel more relaxed, and have a good time, and get something out of it. The drama aside last year, it was much better, this year it was kinda 'bleh' and I got that from MORE then a few people. I don't know if it was the whole neat shit didn't happen, or didn't talk to the right people, or hell, not getting laid? I dunno.

The magic wasn't there this year for me, other wise I might have had a better time. I missed closing ceremonies cause of being so much like a walking zombie, and feeling like I had Herman Musnter boots on, and my feet dragging and shuffling. Bleh.

For next year, defiantly making a shitload of better plans, going to try to loose a backstreet boy off my gut, hopefully will be caffeine and nicotine free, and hopefully no fucking personal drama with shit, blah blah. Perhaps then I'll have a much more enjoyable time.

I think in a nutshell I'm just getting old, and getting to the point of not being able to enjoy the silly little things in life, and that scares me, truly becoming a grouchy old fucker for no other reason then becoming one.

With that, I'll leave it at that, and be done with this. I know I left out some details, but to me, they were trivial in writing this up.

Going to Anthrocon, BBL.

Good god.. WTF.. I won't really spoil this, but jesus tittyfucking christ.. awesome ass movie, till the end. I'm like riding this OMG THIS IS FUCKING APE SHIT NUTS awesome techno trip.. then BOOM, just like WTF out of the blue STUPID ending.

Dear god.. I hope the next one seriously fixes this stupid ending.. honestly.. do they EVEN fucking try?

Goddamn..

No.. fucking NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

I enjoyed the 1st movie as a film with BIG robots and lottsa explosion and shit, and hell, I even grate my teeth and accept the 'new toys' etc, the like 9th generation, fine.

HOWEVER this is BLASHPHEMROUS BULLSHIT....

http://www.aceshowbiz.com/news/view/00024289.html

YouTube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3_EXxwDpq0

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Yeah.. I'm dying a little on the inside.

Well there's a close to pencil eraser sized lump on my neck, but otherwise, nothing necrotic, I guess I'll take a giant zit like wound over watching my neck rot off/out. But yeah, this puppy's gonna hurt like a fucker later.

Well, cute. Sitting here, on the muck, trolling on lulz, and I feel this 'tickle' on my neck. Okay, brush, 'tickle' SMACK OWCH FUCK! Well soon as I did, the 'smack' I felt that BITE. Well I now there are spiders in here, and there are Brown Recluse in this area, and I've killed about 6 or so in the last 10 years I've been here. Well, hopefully it was a nothing bite, as when I wiped my hand away, there was a small brown greasy stain. Here' to hoping it was just a house spider, fuck, this sucks, now I'm fucking paranoid. Though giving it 30 minutes, if I still have a neck and no OMG TUMOR melt, awesome, if not, to the hospital I go.

You know, it's a sad state of Insomnia as I FINALLY passed out at like 3am, tired, after spending about an hour laying with Soya, who in the last two weeks has seen fit after finally 10years to ACTUALLY cuddle up. Maybe she's dying, I dunno, or senses a change in me, where I've QUIT mountain dew. Yeah, finally, no more, whee. Only a few cigs a day too, and hell, even on Antibiotics and other random shit for another ear problem, I can't get to sleep. So, yeah, it's been 3 weeks since I had any dew. Drinking sprite, OJ, and/or chocolate milk, still can't fall asleep, whats worse, the insomnia's WORSE then it was before.. I can't figure that one out, really?

Oh well, I don't fucking know, but I'm irritable, cranky, and feel like someone fisted me with a goddamn paper towel roll or something, cranky bastard I am already, this shit doesn't help.

You know, I randomly decided to look up Nickelback's song Photograph, because I understood enough of the lyric and I figured it would make some sense as I found my old box of photos while sorting more junk out.

Goddamn.

This song, the lyrics (posted below) and looking through a big box of 30 years of memories, will really make you laugh, cry, and make you wonder if you could, would you do it over again?

Yes.

Every ounce of joy, pain, depression, and every time I wanted to scream, and didn't. I think overall I turned out a good person, or at least I hear it from my friends. I'm 33, have all my parts (barely) but my upper teeth, apparently I still look like I'm in my 20's, and soon as I get my back straightened out, be good again.

I still don't have any direction in life, as I don't think that life is something you can you can truly 'plan' you just gotta 'live' it or exist in it, till your time and place. If you try to hard, you bring a great deal of pain and misery upon yourself. Very few 'rich' people ever experience true happiness, cause it's simply bought.

I dunno.

Things could be better, things could be worse. I look back, and possibly a couple things, or not, but yeah, it's been a good life. If it improves great, if not, I guess I could just sit here and rock myself blissfully into the next few decades.

Here's to life, and all the stupid things we do and remember.

Lyrics down here...

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Yup, I was prescribed a Nebulizer today, because of how bad my lungs are, fun times. I promised myself that I wouldn't have any more cigs, cause, Wednesday night I had a near fatal(?) asthma attack after trying to chase that wolf down we got. Yeah, she tore a whole in the cage door and poofed, and tried to catch her again and wound up sending myself to the hospital, and they put me on like 3 kinds of inhalers and everything else. Including a nebulizer, fun times.

But yeah, after the 1 I had tonight, no more, ever, I'm 33 and have the lungs of a 60 year old man, who's been smoking unfiltered Lucky Strikes for 50 years, so yeah, no more shit, ever, I want to breath and not be a fish out of water like I was Wednesday night.

Yes, I have a wolf hybrid now, to add to my dog collection :P

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http://www.madnesssoft.net/trigem/-=PERSONALPICTURES/Critters/Tallulah/Tallulah_Soya_Chilln.jpg

Why, Why WHY must I be surrounded, and work with complete fucking imbeciles when it comes to technology? I mean, I don't' believe in god, but for some fucking reason, I feel he's fucking punishing me for something! I got a call, Teressa wanted me to hook the MagicJack up with this tone of yup it'll work. She was convinced it would, and apparently everything I told Wanda, the other office manage, didn't sink into Teresa's head. So, I had to find the one NIC jack, which required me to move a bunch of filing cabinets, and files, only to find out, nope, not there. Okay, fine, i looked around, found the other one, got doc's laptop out, (By the way which has a screen now resembling an Escher paiting cause it's shattered) and then hooked up the old shitty computer, cause it has windows me, the magic jack will not work with it. Fine. Told them it won't work with this computer, too old. Fine, try it on Jenny's compute.r *faceplam* FINE. I hooked it up, the 'fancy' PBX phones will not work like like 'normal' phones, which I tried to tell her, and after fiddling with all that shit, I said, look it's JUST NOT GOING TO WORK. She finally got it through her skull, and said, well we'll just have to send it back. Fine, good. Print me out a copy of the email you got.. "what email." My nerd rage was at it's limit. I said, the one that magic jack sent you, you did get one, right? She's like oh, yeah, gimme a second. She then asked me which one, I was like, which ones do you have, the packing info and the order number, I need the order one. Could you please print it out for me, so I can go in the other room and do it, cause I need to use the 'chat' feature, because tahts how you do it. She looked at me blankly for a second, then realized, OH PRINT, dur. *dickrot* and I went to go start to get ready to do the RMA then she's like, Oh, well we can use it up in Lancaster, they only have one phone line up there. I cried inside, I did, really. Cause it DOESN'T USE THE FUCKING PHONE LIKE YOU FUCKING DUMBSTUPIDFUCKINGRETARDED CUNT. I told her, no less then 5 times, 5 fucking times, it uses the internet, the network, whatever the fuck you wanna call it. It does NOT and will NEVER use a 'normal' phone line. She still didn't get it.. I gave up. Cleaned up the messes and went home

http://tech.yahoo.com/news/afp/20090219/tc_afp/francejewsetradeebayinternet


PARIS (AFP) - Internet auction house eBay has temporarily renamed the yellow stars it uses to evaluate sellers on its French site after a complaint that the symbol had anti-semitic connotations.

The move came after French eBay user Dominique Bellamy wrote to the company earlier this month to point out that during World War II the Nazis made Jews wear a yellow star on their clothes as a discriminatory mark.

His wife Francoise Bellamy told AFP Thursday that her husband "refused to be be given a yellow star, even a virtual one.

"It brought back bad memories of the occupation" of France by Germany during World War II, she said.

eBay's star system is used to show how many positive ratings a buyer or seller has received from the site's users. The yellow star is the lowest of the 12-point scale, and a silver shooting star is the top score.

On the company's French site the lowest rating was shown Thursday as a yellow star, but was listed as a "first star" (in French, "premiere etoile").

But on English language versions the lowest rank was still called the yellow star.

eBay said in an email to AFP that "the yellow star is part of a series of achievement stars that eBay users get. This system is used worldwide on all eBay sites."

It said that "no definitive change has been decided yet" on future use in France of the yeollow star, and that "there have been no such complaints in other countries."


A big company like eBay, publicity aside, should be ALLOWED to publicly laugh at people like this. This was what, 50-60 years ago? I'm sorry, if you're THAT hung up on it, you should have been part of the oven fuel. I know that may seem completely uncalled for, but seriously, take a step back and examine this. One fucking person, 1, 1 out of BILLIONS of people is all BAWW QQ Crying that he's going to get a Yellow Star, and felt it was derogatory towards him.

You know what, there are MILLIONS of people everday that see something that makes them feel uncomfortable, or slightly edgy, but you know what, they go on, and generally forget about it.

Once again, why stupidity should be punished.

Motherfucking state, seriously. I'm gonna kill someone, literally, for this cockfaggery that apparently I found out today. APPARENTLY, this money I been getting for the last 2 years, the $115, apparently, it's a 'loan' to me from the state, not a 'given' no, it's a 'loan' till I get my SSI, which, will be taken out upon receiving it, if I do, which, I'll also owe lawyers fees. Yeah, fucking piss. Another thing, apparently, they're going to be issuing checks after July, it'll be on a 'card', or direct deposit, and since I don't have that, well, yeah. But, it'll cost $1.50 each time I use the card, from the card, and like $2.00 at most ATMs. And, I can only draw out $20 increments, which means, it'll be jewed out of the 15, and like 2x5 a month to recharge my GreenDot. Yeah.. fucking piss, seriously, they wonder why people go batshit nuts.

See.. http://trigem.livejournal.com/692282.html

Also, fuck..

http://www.insidesocal.com/news247/2009/02/motorcyclist-killed-in-twentyn.html :(

I've known Furp for probably 10 years. He was a good guy, I knew him as Fire_Pyro originally, back on the mucks. He was a great guy, regardless of whatever he might have done in his personal life. At a convention, or in general, he was a good dude, and would bend over backwards to help someone, and was damn right professional about it. He would also be sick at a convetion, but that wouldn't stop him from still trying to help folks. :(

It really sucks, as someone pointed out in the comments, that he could survive Iraq, only to NOT survive SOCAL, and by a drunk marine no less. *sigh.* This is ANOTHER reason the whole 'drinking' thing is so stupid. I mean, they make it so you can't smoke cigarettes in public places, can't have adds for them on TV. But, they let booze comercials run rampant, and don't really do nothing more and a slap on the wrist (and wallet) an be like okay, just don't do it again, or we'll fine you again. Yet, when someone does die, which happens ALOT, its like oh well, anohter statistic.

I mean, for fucks sake. I quit smoking, but that doesn't mean I won't support smokers rights. I understand that some people do not want to be around the smoke, that's fine. I can jive with that, and if someone were to ask me to kindly put it out, I would, or go elsewhere, it's cool. Though, I can't stand people who have like 10 DUI's and still drink and drive with this whole notion of "Ill do what I want, blah blah." Simply because they can. No, you should have your license revoked, and your vehicle impounded on the first try, no exceptions.

WHen you drink and drive, and god only knows I've known a fair share of them, YOU are a weapon, plain and simple. There is no if's and or butts about it. Even a 'small' car is still a destructive force at 55mph. Let alone, a large car, or god forbid a full sized pick-up weighing a ton or more. Even a motorcycle can cause horrible destruction, if the driver/rider is drunk.

Yet, we still allow this shit to happen.. why? I say greed. The amount of money that can be generated from the penalties and sales of alcohol far outweigh the logistical and statistical deaths that occure, but, cigarettes generate more money, and only kill the person that smokes them, not the random chance of ANYONE on the road. I just don't get it, really I don't.

On the one hand I should be like, HURDUR another person dead, but the real me says, motherfucker, I hope that person who hit Furp dies in a small cell alone, and regretting everything they did. But, somehow I don't think that'll happen. California the way it is, or the Military the way it is, because it seems to have been a drunk marine that hit him, will probably get a slap on the wrist, a fine, and get to do it another day. Being a marine, he will probably just laugh it off, and tell it like a warstory to a friend.

Yes, I've known enough drunks, enough marines, and even a few drunk marines to know how they act, think, and behave. So yeah.

Fuck the world, honestly.

... Well that's not really a surprise if you know me, but yeah, thought I'd mention it again.

Well, I'm part of that Freecycle list, it's pretty simple, Freecylce.org, pretty big organization. The idea is that you give/need/offer, etc, items. Well I rarely 'want' and most of the time 'give/offer' stuff, and of course, there is ALWAYS someone wanting something, even if they don't need it. Assholes.

Though, yesterday someone offered up a Great Pyrenese dog. Apparently she was 1 year old, blah blah, etc. I was like Awesome! Finally, someone Juna could play with and get all bouncy with, because Soya's just so damn old, and not to mention she's all PMSy/in-Heat and making her grumpy and lousy.

So yeah, I contact the people, they said okay, blah blah, exchanged a few emails, then suddenly, they say that she's pending pickup, like WTF? Apparently, someone else got her, because they were first in line. Yeah, I call bullshit, but oh well. This seems to happen a lot, someone that I'd REALLY like off the list, for one reason or another, I wind up being too slow, by a long shot, and even when I check the list itself for 'posts' of stuff.

Perhaps in a way it's kinda of a crapshoot Christmas kinda thing, I dunno, but it really irks the shit out of me, like back during the middle of 2008, someone was giving away a german shepherd female, and then drug me along for like 2 months, to finally say she'd already given the dog away back when we first started to make arrangement, and then I never heard from her again. Like, seriously, WTF.

Oh well.

Anyways, anyone in the Ohio area that reads my lousy journal got either A. A car they don't want, or wants to sell very cheap, cause I really need one, and B. A modern TV they wanna get rid of sell really cheap as well?

I need both, bad. :P

http://www.theherald.co.uk/news/news/display.var.2482847.0.Extreme_porn_to_carry_3_year_sentence_in_Scotland.php

The URL says it all.

Sorry to all my LJ friends for not posting, not readlly had much to say in a while.

I got some clothes for Xmas, and a paint sprayer, whee. I got a small bit of money from my workers comp thing, so I got me a 9800GTX+ Video card for an upgrade, woot.

Also, right now, it's fucking -2F out, COLD, FUCKING COLD! ARRGGG

So yeah, not wanting to go out right now, not for a while, casue the dogs woke me up to go poop :P